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This song says far too many things I am feeling right now.I hope that our few remaining friendsGive up on trying to save usI hope we come up with a failsafe plotTo piss off the dumb few that forgave usI hope the fences we mendedFall down beneath their own weightAnd I hope we hang on past the last exitI hope it's already too lateAnd I hope the junkyard a few blocks from hereSomeday burns downAnd I

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I am. I am so drunk. It is almost 5pm on Sunday afternoon. I have had the last week off work - I had surgery on my boob on Monday, and I thought I'd be all in pain. But actually, I felt nothing, all week. And when I say I felt nothing I mean, my brain felt nothing. My boob hurt a little from time to time but I just don't want to wake up anymore because I feel nothing - or too much.I'm drinking

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My boyfriend has been doing something lately that has been pissing me right off. So of course, I write a blog post about it, one which he will most likely never read, therefore avoiding any possible confrontation as I do best.There are two things that he has been trying to CHANGE in me. I know you're all going "oh that's not cool, run girlfriend!" and yeah, I know it's insane, but I thought he

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Yay, vouchers and discounts and sales and FREE STUFF!My company, Blueprint Technologies, is having a little promo for our online shop, linked with Prime Nightclub which just went off last weekend. All you have to do is sign up as a member of our online shop and you go in the draw to win a $50 voucher to spend there. Visit here for details.Chemist Warehouse are doing a thing where if you become a

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The word Rape means Rape. It does not mean "anything bad that happened to me".Exams and assignments aren't capable of actually raping you. Inanimate objects and abstract ideas are not capable of raping you. One football team is capable of raping another football team, but saying that does not accurately describe what you meant to say, which is that one team won against the other in a game. A GAME

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I was reminded today of one of my favourite albums of all time - The Sunset Tree by The Mountain Goats.I'm pretty sure everybody has that one album, or if you don't like to narrow it down, that one band that got them through a hard time. I have a lot of music that's attached to different memories, and while The Smiths, Jeff Buckley and The Cure each got me through various hard times, and during

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I wish you would, could listen to me. I wish we could have a double-sided discussion, an open conversation, a talk where we were both contributing, and both listening.I know that you 'aren't capable'. It's part of your Asperger's, you have no empathy, there is no reciprocity, you really just aren't interested in anything I have to say, and that doesn't mean anything to you. I listen to everything

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I didn't believe him when he told me, but then I'd always been skeptical of the things Paul came out with. Like the time he called me excited in the middle of the night, assuring me we could get high by mixing enough nutmeg into boiling water. We both threw up for hours and felt nothing.There was the time he showed up at my house with a packet of Homebrand poppy seeds intent on brewing his own

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I think I am the only person in the world who does not want to see The Hangover. My boyfriend asked me to go, telling me that apparently it's a critically acclaimed comedy, people are going wild over it! That's great dear, and I'm sure other people may find it funny, I'm sure I may even find parts of it funny if I switched off my brain for a while.The thing is, I'm really not in the mood, ever,

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Prime Nightclub is being organised by my friends Chani (@scribewraith) and Disa (@atratus_rowena) and I'd like to spread the word a bit because I'm insanely excited about it.I met up with Chani tonight to grab some flyers from her to spread around town so if you're interested, please let me know so I can get one to you. My boyfriend drew the art for them and I'd also like to get his work seen -

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I'm having a wonderful rainy Sunday, finally having a chance to just lie in bed drinking tea and spending some quality time with my friend, the Internet.Some things coming up soon:Tomorrow I'm having the last of my tattoo inked in, it will finally be fully coloured and come to life. Not really looking forward to being in pain for another four days or so, but them's the breaks.Thursday I have an

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I know I haven’t blogged in ages and I suck. I’m sorry. I’ve been really busy at work lately which is awesome and makes me happy. My position is changing so now not only am I doing my current job which is sort of administration/personal assistant to everyone/lackey but I’m also doing sales and quoting now which is a whole new skill set I’m not used to but I’m enjoying learning. I have lots more

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I've been taking a blogging & internet vacation lately, because I'm too stressed to talk about anything other than my problems, and I'm too caught up in my own problems to look at other blogs or care about what other people are doing.To wind down every night I watch a couple episodes of The Office because mama needs her stories and I just can't get over how awesome it is to watch Jim & Pam.The

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My apologies for not posting in a while - my net got capped last week, work has been ultra busy and today has joined the other nominees in the election of Worst Day of My Life.I will give a few brief reasons before I move on to just link-spamming, posting this, and going to sleep. It's not even 6pm. I'm done with today.Our job positions are changing at work and I had to spend time training. It

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Of course I apologise! No, of COURSE it is MY fault that everything in your life is so terrible, of course it is my doing that you hate your job and you can't get a girlfriend. Of COURSE I will take responsibility for other people treating you like shit and for when your housemates piss you off. No, it was obvious how I was directly involved in all of the events that made you upset and you should

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Thursday ConfessionIn which I try to reveal one of my obsessions, secrets, stupid kinks about myself that I wouldn't otherwise talk about in normal conversation.I have an intense obsession with Medusa.In Greek mythology, Medusa was one of the three Gorgon sisters - the other two being Stheno and Euryale. They are described thus:Near them their sisters three, the Gorgons, winged With snakes for

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One of the people I follow on twitter, msnaughty, posted this awesome video of euphemisms for female masturbation sometime last week I think it was and I wanted to share it and some linkage to other sexy stuff on teh intarwebs. The thing I love most about this video is the totally smug music. It's not pretending to be something it ain't. Hehe...Taint.Can you guess them all?I'm going to follow

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I haven't blogged for a bit because I've been a mixture of all the bad feelings you can have, including but not limited to - pissed off, let down, angry, full of rage, anxious, nervous, worried, fearing for my life, depressed, not wanting to wake up, frazzled, stressed out and did I mention full of rage? That's the feeling I have most. I see red, I see red, I see red.If anyone has any tips on how

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After all the discussion of (yes I am bring it up once again) the crazy footballer sex/rape/whatevershutup saga, the one thing people keep talking about are the ugly attitudes emerging from people in regards to women...rape...sluts. And the one thing that keeps being said is "I can't believe these attitudes are coming from so many other women".At first I was a little shocked too, possibly because

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Holy crap the guy who lives next door to our office has the most beautiful afro I have ever seen. It's all surfer-blonde and gigantic and I think he pins back the front of it. This morning he came outside to say hi to me when he'd just woken up and it was this gigantic mess of curls and I didn't think it was possible to be in love with someone's HAIR, but well...I'm a believer.He's a strange guy

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I had my hours cut at work a few weeks ago and I'm back to 30 p/week. I get Mondays off, so I no longer dread waking up on Mondays. Cause I don't usually wake up until it's half way over!In light of my great fortune (or misfortune, if you wanna look at it in the way that I lost half my job) I've decided each Monday to share with you some of the awesome links I've found in recent days. So check

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Hi guys! In this post, I will let the entire internet know about my intimate medical history! WOOH!I have an extremely large lump in my left breast, about 3 centimetres in diameter. I have small boobs, so it's really not hard to find, it's pretty much THERE. Sometimes, especially around my period, it starts to hurt a lot, or when I wear push-up bras too many days in a row. Lately it's been giving

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I'd just like to extend a huge thank you to everyone who's been staying in touch with my blog - I'm really grateful you're all still here and urging me to keep writing.I haven't been writing as often as I'd like - or at all for a week or so there - because I've been having a fucking hard time lately and my self-esteem is pretty much sapped. I wasn't really in any place in my head to write, let

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Situations that are Definitely Rape:In case you have a hard time figuring it out, these are some situations that are Definitely Rape/Sexual Assault!- Consenting to have sex with two footballers, and upon entering the bedroom, being forced to have sex with another eight.- Consenting to perform oral sex on your partner, and then being forced to have intercourse even though you said no.- When you

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I've written before about the theory that humans can only maintain friendships with up to 50 people, and I've felt like this all my life. Some people will let me get close, but ultimately, they never think of me the same way I think of them - they'll never truly let me into their life.They already have their designated friends, and for a lot of people I know, they found all of those friends in

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I have now been alive for two decades.I have learned that no matter how many people care for me, and how many people will help me out, I am always and will always be essentially alone. I am the only one who can make me change.I am an emotional person. I am loyal, I care deeply, but I am stubborn. These things are who I am. Some people might say that being emotional is a drawback, that I shouldn't

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Welcome to my new blog, you may have migrated over here from Zombietronics in which case, you are awesome, thanks for continuing to read what I have to say. I really do appreciate it.If you're new, I hope you enjoy my future posts.I stopped writing Zombietronics because I said a few things that offended some people in my life, and I don't want to apologise for things anymore. A lot of my readers

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